It goes like this: "I'd rather hurt then feel nothing at all".
I kinda like not feeling anything at the moment. Well, I feel the heat of the sun on my back and a slight breeze blowing by, but for the time being I'm OK with my heart not feeling anything. I'm not miserable but I don't want to go out and try either. I'm not anxious or eager to take a chance; for it's when we take chances that we open up our hearts for hurt too.
I do hope that at some point, someday, somewhere I'll feel something for someone. I hope that there is a someone that will feel something for me too... but I have to get my heart to feeling good about me.
So... for now I'm content.
I know things will change when the time is right.
5 comments:
What a beautiful post. Isn't it funny how a simple lyric in a song can make us think and affect our choices?
Because you are engaging this question at the level that is right for you, you will be OK.
Indifference would be far worse.
...when least expected
You have so much feeling; I envy the man who will someday receive your love and passion.
Jim, this is when I wish I could astro-plane or something, come over and buy you a cup of coffee, but for now will have to settle with this blog community being virtual. But I know you are all real.
I see notes of support, from people like the good doctor and others, and isn't that wonderful, made my morning!
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